hey u... walkin past me... do u knw who i'm.... i'm ur mind... i'm ur soul.. i'm ur body... i'm u!! i'm the one thing u fail to remember sometimes...

Life is good... ever felt that in ur heart... then u must have known the other side also... that u are not in control of urself.. that u cant move things the way u want to..

but life will be fine...

this is one life that everyone get once and realising the fact makes things goin... the way things are; the way way life goes on....

when we sit idle and watch the world we can see the beauty of life.. the way people around work, toil as they find no end to their woes.. but a simple understanding that there is more to life than working ur ass off enlightens one and they find happiness in whatever they do.. they feel contended.. they feel the happiness that something has been accomplished!!

the coorporate world is a one place where u have to find such an equlibrium... the fine line between sanity and madness is difficult to identify... but when u find that thin line u are in cloud No.9... u feel happiness to no end...

sometimes we ask a simple question that is it worth living... well its worth it if the squeeze is worth the juice!!

it takes atleast some time for people to realise what they lost and when that time comes its too late.. then u try to live without that. u try to live without thinking that u have come across that in ur whole life time. but then u realise that u cant live but u live. u still go on living ur life. it seems like a magical world. u are living in a new world u created for urself to be satisfied, u seem happy; u pretend to be happy but in that fake smile u know that u r not being true to urself; u r not being happy.. it's a complex feeling which cannot be expressed by anyone but have to be experienced. the true success is finding that out and learning from that experience and make that once in a life time experinence. but no wait. u cant escape destiny or fate!! and again the same circumstance comes to ur life and then u realise shud have avoided that circumstance.
life is one crazy cycle. u never realise that unless u feel the same thing once again. u wil always have friends.. u miss them.. u feel sad when u depart them. u feel so depressed that u think u r addicted to ur friends;
no person in this world can live without being addicted to something. it maybe friends. it maybe family. it maybe a person who u love. it maybe alcohol, cigrattes, etc.. a person whoever that maybe wil be addicted to atleast one of them. and u feel depressed; u feel like u have lost ur well being when u lose that!!
the mind is a dangerous thing. what u want maynot be what it wants at that time. and u loose control. u jump into muddy waters.
humans cannot live without any addictions; it's upto u to decide what is bad and what is wrong, everything with a control is good. but over indulging in anything is very bad, u may say u can lose that anytime. but u can never tell whether u r being manipulated by the addiction...

let there be light.. for everyone...

hi pals out there.. so now i got my own blog. it's wonderful feeling. but bein the first blog i got not much to write. the one thing i do want to write is that this is happening at around 4.30 in the morning. tomorow is eid celebrations.. i'm sitting in my hostel room.. i jus reinstalled my xp..which as usually ws crashing occasionally but this time it got unbearable and i decided to format and reinstall.. so after successfully doing it i was browsing,, didnt feel like sleeping.. something inside me kept me awake.. so i checked the blogspot for the long made and forgotten id.. and volia.. it worked..
It was a nice day.. the winter rains all over the place. nice cool climate. felt lik havin a fag. but lately i got over the habit of regular fagging.. i dont knw how i got over it but one day i felt like' y? y shud u smoke?
yeah i knw i'm smoking for the pleasure of it but still y??
u got addicted?
na never.. '
the thing is that a week bac i had this deep thought which put me to the deep thought process.. i ws searching for an answer..
'smoking is not good!
yeah i know that
then y?
simply....
at one point of life u have to stop smoking rite/?/
yeah i know that..
well not try to quit for sometime.. and test urself..
hmmm.. lemme see..'
n that was it end of the story... and i didnt smoke for aweek.. and after proving myself that i can do it... i have started it...
comeon its not that i'm bac to smoking and u cant quit thing..
i had my satisfaction of stopping it.. now i neednt care abt my health that much.. i'm living the life as per my satisfaction and my style.. u cant compell me and do anything.. this is my life and mine only.... unless until someone gets into it...
All this wasnt intented to write as a first blog.. but if u look outside and see the star spankled sky u wil wonder if not for ourself; y r we living on this goddamn planet.....