it takes atleast some time for people to realise what they lost and when that time comes its too late.. then u try to live without that. u try to live without thinking that u have come across that in ur whole life time. but then u realise that u cant live but u live. u still go on living ur life. it seems like a magical world. u are living in a new world u created for urself to be satisfied, u seem happy; u pretend to be happy but in that fake smile u know that u r not being true to urself; u r not being happy.. it's a complex feeling which cannot be expressed by anyone but have to be experienced. the true success is finding that out and learning from that experience and make that once in a life time experinence. but no wait. u cant escape destiny or fate!! and again the same circumstance comes to ur life and then u realise shud have avoided that circumstance.
life is one crazy cycle. u never realise that unless u feel the same thing once again. u wil always have friends.. u miss them.. u feel sad when u depart them. u feel so depressed that u think u r addicted to ur friends;
no person in this world can live without being addicted to something. it maybe friends. it maybe family. it maybe a person who u love. it maybe alcohol, cigrattes, etc.. a person whoever that maybe wil be addicted to atleast one of them. and u feel depressed; u feel like u have lost ur well being when u lose that!!
the mind is a dangerous thing. what u want maynot be what it wants at that time. and u loose control. u jump into muddy waters.
humans cannot live without any addictions; it's upto u to decide what is bad and what is wrong, everything with a control is good. but over indulging in anything is very bad, u may say u can lose that anytime. but u can never tell whether u r being manipulated by the addiction...